I am tangled in you in the middle of the night. Smiling sweetly, oh! How long I have waited for this night. To embrace you, to eternally love you. I can only stare at you, as we lie underneath your black silky sheets. They smell of blood, blood and longing ...and a hint of...

Restraint.


There is always restraint. Not allowed to love me. It is not my time yet. Upset, I heave your silk black sheets off and am caught by your beauty. Ivory shell made of no skin. So smooth, flawless. I push myself on to you as I feel the darkness edge away. I grab on, as you smile,

"It is not your time yet."

I heave in a breath of air and come into the light. Since I saw you I've been trying to love.
Eternally waiting to make love with you, Death.


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& In the crevice of darkness, I find in me everything I have ever longed for.